a couple of things.

1. sh would be going US to study if his application is approved. poo.
some people just got all the luck.
sometimes i would imagine myself having the opportunity to go US to study. it always goes like that: I would suddenly be informed that I'm going to US to study. And I'll be so extremely happy that I cant believe it. I'll inform the school and miss school for the next few days to pack my luggage. I'll go back to school (pri and sec)/ visit people, just before i leave to say goodbye but deep down I dont really care that much. I can always visit them during my summer vacation. yeah. then it'll finally come down to 8hrs before my flight which is at 6am (that's the time i flew to US last time) I'll lie on my bed and start reflecting what a major change my life has gone through and this is all so unexpected. everything is happening so fast, yet I'm happy.
yep that's about all

2. was talking to renette today. she's like saying she has this decent looking flute teacher (male). i cant exactly imagine a good looking musician. All guy musicians seem to appear to me like that mr. tofu, fair... lacking of X-factor in them. haha. ok but renette say her flute teacher doesnt look at all like mr. tofu... too bad I still cant imagine =

3. sch started today. wasnt as bad as expected. I'm seated next to the teacher's table. that totally sucks. i dont know why. but i just feel as though I'm being suppressed... =

i miss nikki...