Changes...

so many things have changed. since pri school to sec school. whether i have change, i'm not so sure myself. well, besides the hair which is kind of obvious. it's wierd to think back that i use to go recess with huifang in the past and now, we dont even say 'hi' despite being in the same school. how i use to have endless conversations with nelson and now not even a single word. peiqi, my p2 friend till now. well, we're still on speaking terms though we speak barely a few words to each other each time we meet each other in school. and i'm not at all interested in going for 6sapphire's class outing ever since i graduated from dq. it's pointless. i know how detached i am from the class. i just cant clique with the people there at all. especially the girls there. in pri sch, it always seemed as though i'm the one from another world...

of course there's always people like shu hao and yiyuan of whom are people that i still keep in contact with. i dont think i was really close to them in pri sch. haha i knew yiyuan in p2 and were in the same class till p6. lols.. but we dont really talk a lot. then shu hao i knew him in p4. haha i still can remember on the first day of p4-1. i had a glance at all my classmates. most of them i knew except the chongboon ones which were easily identified cause they were in a different uniform. i pretty much know everyone else in the class cause most were my p3-1 classmates. and i saw a few people who seem pretty familiar looking, those were from p3-2. and then i saw shu hao, a totally unfamiliar face. think he was from p3-4, cause he was a foreigner. anyway after school that day, i was waiting for my dad at the void deck outside of school. and well, shu hao was there. so we were sort of exchanging glances at each other. then look away. then after that i dont know which of us started asking "you from 4-1 right?" okay anyway, we started talking a bit. he was waiting for his guardian. somehow my dad and his guardian always took a long time to come. so we'll talk... everyday after school. haha dont ask me the content. i cant rmb a thing at all. but we dont really talk in class. until p6 end of year maybe a little more.

in p4-1, my closest friend was nelson. haha he knows practically everything about me. lols. well initially when the teacher made us sit together we only quarreled. it was really stupid cause he called me names. and we tried avoid looking at each other. lols. then i also dont know what happen, but i guess we manage to get along pretty well after that and started talking non-stop. haha.

then in p5-1, i sat next to this guy- david. we always quarreled. and well i hated him. that never really changed ahah. though i dont really hate him now. he's a petty guy. and i dont understand why some girls like him. -gross out. he's the type of guy that refuses to let me copy his work when i dont know how to do and threatens to tell the teacher. and then begs me to let him copy my work when he dont know. argh. ok so he has his good sides too, not to my knowledge though.