my dad is a major nutcase can?! like today he started telling me that if i dont charge my digi cam at all, the battery will spoil. so i just replied in my monotone "ok." then he handed me the charger which he had kept all along. good that at least he knows that since he is keeping the charger i cant charge whenever necessary. oh and why did he keep the charger?? cause he scared i lose it. so he said again, must charge it even if you never use. once again, i gave the same sort of cant be bothered reply. he walks out of the room, and seconds later he returned again. and asked me suspiciously if i lost my digi cam. i'm like "no. it's on my table." in another of my cant-be-bothered-with-him tone when i'm actually feeling very irritated already. like what the hell has the camera got to do with him?! it's MY digi cam. i can dump it in the drain if i want. lols.

yesterday, when he found out about my handphone he also commented that i was wasting money buying a new phone cause i dont need a new phone. and i just ignored him. then he ask me to return him my previous phone. and i return it to him happily, forgetting about all the messages and contacts i kept. so i ask it back from him pretending that i needed to copy some contact numbers over. so i deleted the messages and like the tennis coach's contact. good thing i realise it. cant imagine if he were to find out i was having tennis lessons when they are 60 for 4 seesions. and apparently next week alone it'll cost 60. i dont care, as long as i'm happy. i dont see why he should care since i'm not getting any money from him. then he ask me about my plan. i said i sign contract for the plan. then he said i was wasting money again. then he asked "your phone good meh? your camera how many mega pixels?" i replied "i dont know". and for the matter of fact, i really didnt know. why would i care? as long as pictures appear as they are taken it's okay for me. then he commented that i anyhow buy phone, never think and consider and weigh all the advantages and disadvantages, say i waste money again. okay whatever.

had enough of his waste money business. like the things belong to me. why do u bother so much. like how i want to treat it and everything?? good thing he doesnt know i have an mp3. and he'll probably think i'm wasting money getting a racquet. i feel so fucked up by him already. that's why i tend to not let him know what's going on so he wont question me so much and spare me from being irritated with him. gahh