maybe i should do some community service like flag day... (not book shelving... that's stupid and going old folk's home is too much for my weak heart to take) oh maybe i should go changrai next year. but that's so not me. but i do want to make my life more meaningful.

for the past few years, i've been so busy trying to acquire my cip hours that i couldn't be bothered with what i was doing. i mean just do and get the hours. that was all i could think of. i thought 100hrs was a lot. but before i know it, it's like done. i mean i actually did 100 hrs this year without realising it and it's suppose to be spread over 4 years to get 5 points.

past 3 years, i've done a total of 135.5 hrs. and if straits times had kept their word. it would have been over 200 hrs... haha i shall be nice and not pursue the matter.

maybe when i grow up next time, i'll have my first million before i know it... haha that would certainly be nice =)

fat hope. i just slacked today. wasted a perfect day for me to study. ok it's not exactly perfect since i have band the next day. i hope she leaves. or rather, i pray that she leaves.

this person i met at macs last time told me this, he said it was a true story (not sure if i remember correctly)

a lady was paralyzed and just laid in bed all day.. then this person saw that she was very pitiful cause she couldn't move and no one visited her. so this person taught her this 10 word prayer. and she said it every day. (out loud or in her heart i dont know... it doesnt matter anyway)... suddenly one day, she can move. and slowly she can walk. the doctors say it's a miracle...

the 10 word prayer (or is it finger prayer... ) goes like that

"i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

miracles do happen if we believe in them.