Monday, December 19, 2005

Linfeng is leaving for Canada tomorrow ripped this from tammy's blog.

haha i'm not close to linfeng or even know her very well... just a schoolmate. but we met on a few occasions. but the most "memorable" one is the time at the dou hua dian. me and crystal were sort of there to ramble about how things always gets worse and worse especially in band... then, shipei and linfeng were next to us. soon we started talking together. like totally wierd. you know you just meet a schoolmate and you talk like you've known each other so long. when i dont even know her name in fact,.. it was some what one hour later before we get to know each other's names.. and we actually talked quite long. i rmb going home very late that night. like 9 plus.

sometimes, i guess it doesnt matter how long you've known each other. yes, i can talk to a stranger so long and feel rather comfortable and yet sometimes i feel awkward talking to someone i know so well. sometimes, even though i have spent so much time with this person, it all comes down to zero. and i ask myself, "what the hell is going on?!" i feel as though i never knew this person.

take for example in 1D, i had this classmate call sally, i think she left for america. i didnt feel a thing. (i'm not being mean) . and there's nicole, my squadmate. perhaps i felt a tinge of sadness for that one... cause she was a really nice person, i think. haha i dont know her well. as for linfeng, i think it's a amazing i actually feel something's gone.. not the type of immense sadness though. just you know, despite her just being a schoolmate. and the fact that i just know her for like a few hours. i actually feel a little chunk of my life gone. i must say though i'm not close to her, i still hope to see her in the future. i believe it's through fate that i got to know her...

and as for people like my conductor, got to know her for 3 whole years. ill-fated... lols just get out!!!

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